Double R Nothing 48 min read

I spent a lot of time outside working our cows, hauling hay, riding my horse, and working on my hot rod truck, I was a young loner, preferred quiet over chaos, and honestly people usually let me down.

My name is Phil Sims, I’m 19 and live in a small town, I’m tall and thin, but surprisingly tone from years of ranch life. I do pretty well with the girls, mostly prefer older ladies, they seem to understand me better. I’m a simple person, easy to get along with and don’t want for much. I’m pretty set in my ways and not looking to change.

One Friday night i wanted to try something different, the small town near me of Kaufman had two country bars, Lee’s Silver Fox, a large hip country bar, its 21 and over but all the kids could easily get fake IDs at the flea market next town over. The door guy didn’t press to hard if it looked even half legit you were in.

I had been there lots of times, I was pretty good on the dance floor, i was somewhat known, I wanted something different tonight, a place I had heard rumors about was Double R Nothing.

The smaller country bar on the edge of town. From what I was told this place wasn’t packed, but far from dead also, seemed to attract the older crowd, mostly divorced women in their 30, 40s and 50’s. And looser guys looking to hook up for a night while wife was away, or those that were just not worth most women’s time.

I got all decked out, dressed to impress, Cinch jeans, nice western shirt, my best buckle, Resistol felt hat and twisted X boots. I was ready to hit the floor and shake up this ole dive bar. My loud truck rumbled into the parking lot, giving away my presence before I walked in. Those Flow master 40s really sing in my 68 F100 Pick up, with well built 289.

To my surprise the club was 18 and over, didn’t need my fake ID, I paid and walked in,my eyes scanning the place. I noticed it was about half full, more women than men. I must have been a site to see, young, nicely built and dressed to the 9s, it was like the place stopped for a long pause. Every one looked my way.

Feeling the weight of so many looking my way, I found a table near the dance floor, in a corner and I took a seat.

Things quickly got back to normal, a pretty Bar keep lady approached, can I get you anything she smiled. I felt my breath catch when she walked up. Can I get a Miller light I asked, she saw my yellow band on my wrist, she smiled, nice try Cowboy, a coke it is. I laughed yes ma’am, can’t blame me for trying. With a grin she headed to the bar.

I sat and watched a few couples dance, most were married, one stuck out, the guy struck me as sleazy, forcing himself on the lady, she didn’t look interested, just wanted to dance. I was brought out of my daze the waitress showed up with my coke. I paid her, she smiled, what brings a cute, young cowboy like you here tonight? Surprised your not at Lee’s?

I usually do go to Lee’s but I wanted a quieter place tonight, just hoping I can talk a few ladies, onto the dance floor and listen to good music.

With a big pretty smile, oh trust me, I don’t think you will have any problems getting a lady here to dance with you.

I’m Mindy, by the way, she moved in, I’ll dance anytime, just come get me, she smiled. Well thank you ma’am, I’m Phil, nice to meet you. I just might take you up on that offer.. With a big grin, I hope you do Phil.

She laughed, your making a buzz in here, she winked, already had several women ask who you were. Had to tell them, don’t know never seen him here before..

A slow song came on, Mindy set her Trey on the table, come on cowboy, lets show them how its done.

Mindy took my hand, the floor was getting a little crowded, we landed in an empty spot, I took her right hand into my left hand, placed my right on her upper back, her left hand on my right shoulder.

We took off slow two stepping around the floor, it was obvious she was vell versed in country dancing. Our shoulders straight, we turned and spun, we weaved in and out of dance floor traffic.

Your really good Mindy whispered over the music. Well thank you I smiled, I love to get out here on the hard wood. Your very good yourself, you move with such grace, shoulders straight.

She had a wide smile, I’m a little older than you, have a lot of years practice, your making me look good out here.

Um Darlin you would look good anywhere, I smiled. Mindy laughed, wow, thank you, trying to make me blush she grinned. No ma’am I’m calling it like I see it.. Well your pretty easy on the eyes yourself. Now my turn to blush, Mindy grinned,

We whirled around the dance floor for another song, Mindy hugged me, I gotta get back to work, come get me again in a little bit, that was really nice..

Will do, for sure. I sat at my table it wasn’t long, a group of ladies came over, are these seats taken they asked, no, not at all, I stood while they sat, one said wow such a gentleman, as they sat down, I retook my seat, mom raised me right I smiled.

I’m Phil, nice to meet you ladies, whom do I have the pleasure of making your acquaintances all three ladies smiled and a little giggle, I’m Amanda, the second I’m Megan, Jessica. Nice to meet ya’ll I smiled. Likewise Amanda cooed, so what brings a hot young cowboy in here tonight?

I laughed there’s a hot young cowboy here, that made them all laugh, Jessica fake gasp, yes sitting right here with us, smiling. Wow, thank you, ya’ll are very sweet.

I don’t know I spent all week working, then come home deal with the animals, I just wanted something a little quieter than Lee’s I guess. What about ya’ll what brings you here?

We always come out on Friday nights, just to unwind, and relax. Megan laughed, we are a little older than the crowd at Lee’s we seem to fit in more over here.

Amanda asked, I see the. Yellow bracelet of shame, laughing your under 21? Yeah I saw the. Sign 18 and over grabbed the wrong ID, kind of shot myself in the foot, I laughed.

Oh a bad boy Amanda cooed, forgot his fake ID, they laughed. So how old are you then? 19 I smiled, the ladies shot me a sexy look, biting their lip.

Wow, Megan laughed, 19, hmm no kids, no ex wives, no baggage, we could break him in right and the group laughed, no experience Amanda laughed.

I grinned, ya’ll know I can hear ya’ll right. Oh we know, we just don’t care, see when you get to our age, we arnt all hung up on small things.

Jessica roared, judging by that bulge I saw while you were dancing with Mindy, it’s not a small thing. They were all laughing hard now, at my expense. My face turning pretty Red.

Ya’ll crack me up, my face still a little flushed, so did ya’ll leave the hubbies at home tonight, no they pretty much all said, divorced, and happy.

Sorry, but glad your doing well after. Megan what about you, did you leave the wife at home, I grinned, no, we divorced after 15 years together. She got the house, but I kept my hat and boots. They were really laughing, you’re hilarious, she got the house more laughing.

Mindy, stopped by, care for another dance Phil, as she drug me to the dance floor, she turned back with a smile, you’re welcome.

I laughed, ah they are harmless . As we started dancing, Mindy laughed, that’s what you think, she laughed. I’m too old for you, but they are twice your age, she grinned..

Wait, who said your too old for me? ( Mindy, is 5’10, long brown hair, with big beautiful blue eyes, her body has just the right curves. Her smile can melt any guy)

Mindy smiled, well yellow bracelet, so your probably, ummmmm 19 or 20? I paused 19, shit, she whispered, something wrong?

Mindy smiled, biting her lip, just wish you were 10 years older. I had a Sad look, that’s one thing I can’t change, Mindy said I’m 29, no kids, never married, why would a guy that’s 19, very easy on the eyes, shit you have every women in here’s panties twisted, why would you be interested in me at 29..

Oh, I don’t know, might be, because your stunning, you have that small town girl sexy look, not stuck up at all, even looking as good as you do. You’re a great dancer, probably kiss as good as you dance.

Your eyes are currently making me weak in the knees. And holding you here on the dance floor, I’m feeling something I haven’t felt before. Tingles going all through my body..

That’s why a guy that’s unfortunately 19 would be honored, to take you on a date..

A beauty like you probably would not take a chance on a young guy that would make you the center of his whole world, I will just have to be content with dancing with you here.

I grinned.. Now Mindy had a huge grin, damn boy, your killing me, that was by far, the best pick up line I have ever heard. Do you see where I work, I’ve heard a few.

Now you have me flustered, shit, she smiled, damn I’m all hot now, she blew air on her self.

You know what she smiled, Mindy stopped, middle of the dance floor, then a short pause as she looked me in the eyes, without warning, she stepped in close, as her body got close to mine, the sparks I was feeling just doubled,

Mindy pressed her lips to mine, time stood still my hands instantly wrapped around her waist, her body shuttered, she was feeling the same thing I was.

Her tongue explored every part of my mouth. When we finally pulled apart, our breath catching. Mindy whispered, damn, that, was incredible.

I will go out with you, let me get something to write on. Then she kissed me again and neither of us wanted to stop, finally she pulled back.

A wave flushed over her, she smiled, spun on her heels and headed for the bar, as she went she looked back, seeing me standing there stunned, checking out her amazing back side. Mindy got a little hint of a smirk, then turned back and was gone..

I wasn’t sure how long we stood making out, but when I looked to my table, the three ladies pushing 40 that were seated at my table were gone.

I laughed, thinking I guess Mindy put her seal on me and ran them off, probably for the best.

Mindy has me captivated, I wasn’t sure what the future holds, but I sure hope Mindy’s in it.

I sat at my table, replaying the events with Mindy, I was lost in thought. Wow, she is something, I probably had a stupid grin on my face. I didn’t see her walk back to my table, I was reliving, that amazing kiss.

Suddenly I was snapped back to reality, my foot being crushed by a surprising amount of weight.

I quickly look up and my eyes met Mindy’s, her blue eyes looking into my soul. She smiled as she placed her number she had written on an order pad in my front pocket.

Her standing on my foot was wildly erotic, I was instantly hard, Mindy stood there rocking on my foot, her weight doing a number on my foot under her boots. She Smiled, everything ok?

You seem, distracted she giggled.. It’s hard not to be distracted in you’re presence I whispered.

Damn you are good, your going to call me Right!, yes Ma’am I eeeked out very distracted by what she is doing to my foot. Mindy smiled then leaned in, am I squishing you?

No, I mumbled, it will when I squash that sexy bulge you have going on. With a wicked grin, call me Cowboy, I’m headed home.

She bounced a few times on my foot, then stepped down and was gone. I literally had to stay seated, my hard on, was about to tear through my Cinch jeans.

As I sat at my table, my mind went back to Mindy, oh course I can’t get her out of my head.

She is 29, can this work, will she honestly give me a chance, I wanted to call her right then. No, get it together, Phil don’t blow this.

Anther bar maid, came over to my table, she smiled, and stood there looking at me.

Not sure what you said to Mindy. She paused a smile formed, she sure was flustered, before she left. Last thing she said was, God I hope he calls me.

Mindy, is a good person, she had been through some ruff parches, be good to her. She deserves a guy that will finally treat her right..

I smiled, I know, tonight was the first time I met her. I am blown away by how amazing she is. When I’m next to her, I just feel tingles in my body. I just prey she gives me a chance to make her every day special.

I see great things in ya’lls future, don’t lose your way, stay just like you are Cowboy. With that she turned and was gone.

I didn’t stay long after that, I knew what I wanted, and I didn’t want to screw up my chances. I was under the watchful eyes of Mindy’s Co workers. I can’t risk a misunderstanding, someone telling Mindy I stayed and done something I didn’t.

I laid in bed that night. It was all I could do forcing myself not to just pick up the phone and call Mindy.

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Double R Nothing part 2

I was almost asleep, my phone rang, I was surprised. Although I still live at home with my parents, I have a private line in my room.

I answered, Hello, I recognized Mindy’s voice, I instantly, perked up. Hey cowboy, it’s Mindy. Hey, I said, how are you?

Mindy giggled, are you surprised I called? Yes, but it’s a very nice surprise. I will admit my heart rate sped up when I heard your voice.

I thought I had a day to compose myself, before I got my courage up to call you.

Mindy giggled, then with a sexy tone. You are really something.

Kim, the one that, I guess spoke to you after I left. She paused she got your number from another coworker that knows you. Mindy whispered, she told me a lot about you..

Really, I paused, I’m excited and nervous at the same time. It was all good, apparently you dated her daughter, she gushed on and on about you.

Said you were so good to her daughter, then, Mindy laughed, she said her daughter was an idiot for letting you go..

You know Mrs, Donna I asked, yes, small world. Donna said if she were 10 years younger she would snatch you up herself. Then Mindy laughed.

I was so torn tonight,half of me is screaming what are you doing. He is so young. The other half is screaming, girl he is hot. And his kiss, girl you better not screw this up.

I laughed, you are kind of amazing, and well honestly, I can’t stop thinking about you. Well I feel the same way, I don’t know where this will end up, but I have to try.

Let’s take things slow, maybe that will put the side of you that is worried at ease. I am young, I can see how that makes things complicated.

Doesn’t have to be that way, let’s just enjoy each other’s company, let the cards fall where they land.

So you’re 19, I’m guessing you live with your parents? Yes I responded, Mindy laughed well that complicates things a little. We will have to meet up at my place then, she giggled.

So, she laughed, I have never dated a guy this much younger. Do you have a curfew I will have to work around. I laughed no, darlin. I’m not 12.. Mindy laughed pretty hard, well, I’m new to this.

You are so damn cute I cooed.

Well, Mindy said, since you don’t have a curfew, I would love to have this conversation face to face.. Sounds like fun, where do you live, I asked. Do you know where Brior Wood Apartments are..

I laughed, oh yes, I’m familiar, I told her, Mindy, sounds like you have been here? Many times I giggled.

Oh visiting older women, Mindy laughed? Yes and no, not like you think, my mom lived there for a year. Mom and dad split up for a year, but got back together.

Mindy laughed, oh, I was worried I might have the hots for a player.. No, I’m no player, I’m actually, very picky.

I only pursue a woman if I feel the sparks I feel with you. I’m not interested in one night stands, or booty calls.

You continue to impress me Mindy softly said, it’s crazy your 19 but have a way about you that’s much older. I love that about you, it’s what made me pull the trigger and give you a chance.

I’m grateful, you are taking a chance on me, this may sound cheesey, and well, for what it’s worth, it’s the truth. Never mind,
pausing for a second. Don’t want to freak you out..

Mindy, no say it, you can always be open with me. We have to be honest with each other.

Your right, here goes, at the bar, you walked up, smiled at me. Asked what I was having. I know this is goofy, but I felt chemistry, I was so attracted to you.

Not just the superficial stuff, yes you are beautiful. But your eyes looked into mine, we connected, I felt this electrical build up, a pull that I can’t explain.

Yes I have felt it before with others. Usually in passing, I make eye contact as a girl walks by. I get that same tingling and it just feels like. If we dated it would be special.

This feeling is rare, and I have passed up the opportunity in the past. Because it was a random stranger. A, what could be, a might of been, that I just shook off.

But when it happened this time, it wasn’t in passing you were right in front of me. A switch was turned on and we, well I had to try, had to see if you felt the same thing.

I was sitting at a table full of, very attractive ladies. They made their desire to use me for a night obvious. Most guys would have been beside themselves, a chance at bedding 3 women.

I admit the feeling of being wanted was intoxicating, but I knew there was no way I was leaving with them. I wasn’t looking for a cheap night with lonely women.

I was just enjoying the company of beautiful ladies. While I was sitting with them, I wanted to be on the dance floor with you. I wanted to be near you,

Awww, damn it boy, stop, you are making this older woman hot.

You know, seeing you sitting with those harpies, I was jealous. I felt the same thing you did, the chemistry, the connection. I tried to fight it, but I really felt I better act fast or they would steel you out from under me. I knew this has the potential to really be something special..

I’m apartment 1502, I want to see you, please come over.

I got dressed, and fired up my truck, unfortunately, it’s loud I babied it down the street so I don’t wake everyone in the area. It’s late at 12:30 most are asleep.

Mindy’s apartment is in town, Kaufman is only 15 min away. I knocked on the door, Mindy answered, I was stunned, she stood there in shorts, a tank top, no bra, I could not stop myself, I looked down.

I was rewarded with a view of her long slender, sexy feet, her toes were perfect, electric blue polish. I wanted to look away but I couldn’t. I knew this was going to be soon awkward, I slowly broke my gaze, my eyes going up her long frame. Sexy legs. Her flat stomach, to a large perky pair of breasts.

My eyes slowly continued, our eyes met, to my surprise, she was not disgusted, at how long my eyes stayed on her perfect feet. Just the opposite, Mindy had a smile that was both warm and darker, almost predatory.

Mindy and I embraced, kissing with a burning passion,we ended up a tangled mess, bouncing off walls, tripping over low tables, clothes flying off. We had a desire that was burning hot, each kiss throwing gas on the fire.

By the time we got to her room, both naked, tangled limbs.. Mindy pulled me down onto the bed, as soon as I landed her five foot, ten frame pressed down on to me.

My body was ready to go, she slid me into her, slowly in and out. Her body quivering, she pushed hard, sinking all of me into her with a loud moan, Yes, cowboy,mmmmm, yes like that.

We both,experienced, many waves of pleasure. Finally after two hours, we both collapsed in a heap on the bed.

Both breathing hard, shit she whispered, you have way to much skill to be only 19. Mindy smiled. That was insane, she giggled.

You are amazing I whispered, I still have a few tricks I will show you over time. Oh Mindy purred, I can’t wait, how did I get so lucky.

You show up at my bar, drive me and every woman in the place crazy with desire. Then out of all those women, you pick me, she kissed me, why me, I’m nothing special, just a girl trying to get by in this world alone.

I need to hire you she laughed, just having you in my bar would bring in lots of,
Desperate, lonely divorced lady’s she laughed.

Your bar? I asked kind of stunned.

Yes my parents left it to me, it’s been mine for 3 years now. I’m sorry to hear about your parents. Thank you she whispered..

Mindy, got a new look on her face, one I had not yet experienced. When I opened my door, a smile flashed across her face, your eyes, you could not take then off my feet.. You caught me off guard, it was raw, a hunger, that made me so hot.

I was now, ready to just die, I lived a full life, my head spinning, I could not escape the embarrassment, my face burned.

I, um, sorry. It’s ok, babe, I loved it, you seemed really excited, like you were attracted to them.

Do you like my feet? Yes, I responded. Do you want to touch them, to massage them.

Now even more ready to die, yes I groaned. I can’t help myself, I can’t fight the attraction I feel, I just get swept away with desire

You know I think you are stunning, when I saw that part of your body for the first time I was stunned. It was like a punch in the gut.

I’m sorry if that is too much for you, I know it’s not the vanilla life style, and if you were to turn and run. I would be crushed, but I will understand.

Mindy, decided to throw me a life line, she knew i was dying. Babe, I love foot guys, I love when a guy notices, I love foot rubs. Do you like to suck on a girls toes, she said, with a grin, honestly hoping you do..

When a guy appreciates my feet, when he is turned on by them. That’s a huge turn on, I have my own kinky desires, that I fear would send you screaming out the door, and I would lose you forever.

Wow, it is hard to talk about isn’t it.. I smiled, you won’t run me off. Mindy said I’ll will give you a hint, earlier tonight I stood on you’re foot.

I laughed, emergency room said it’s just a fracture, That got a rise out of Mindy. Shut up she laughed, I cried a little after you left, Laughing, she said hey, I’m not that heavy..

Honestly, that turned me on like hell. It did hurt with boots. Barefoot I might of made a mess in my jeans. Really, she said, with an excited look. Is it just on your foot that turns you on, or are you turned on by a woman stepping on, walking other parts of your body?

All over, it feels amazing,

Where is your erogenous zone, or zones?

My what? I laughed. Your favorite places to have a girl walk on you. Oh sorry, it feels the best on my groin, but it feels good everywhere..

Mindy, pauses, I’m sorry, I’m hitting you with lots of questions. I have to remember this is probably new for you. I’ve had ten more years to explore all this, shit when I was 19, I was so confused..

All my friends just wanted dick, and don’t get me wrong. When I got laid the first time, it was amazing and I wanted to try it again..

I had other desires I could not talk about with my friends, I would wear flip flops, or sandals that showed off my feet and toes. When I would catch a guy looking, then he quickly looked away. I felt a tinge, then he would look again. I was so hot.

I was about 18, I was dating a guy, he used the, ” my back hurts, will you walk on it” She laughed, I was so excited I was giddy.

I had wanted to feel a guy under me for a long time, I stepped up on his back. Oh the feeling was amazing, I walked and pounced. Then I stepped on his butt, hearing him moan in pleasure as I felt his body sink. I almost lost it, it felt as good as sex but in a different way.

I started pouncing and he asked if he could roll over. I almost lost it, again, yes I told him, a little more excitedly than I would of liked.. As I stepped on in, my flip flops, I felt his shaft compress, the look of pleasure with a hint of pain.

It was such a rush knowing I could stomp and cause a lot of pain, or march in place softly and force him to cum. I was in complete control and I experienced multiple orgasms..

I’m sorry babe I just went off in the weeds over here, talking about another guy..

No, that was so hot, you’re the first person I can open up to. I’m that confused 19 year old with desires I don’t understand.

Don’t know why I feel this way, and it’s hard to explore this.

I laughed can’t exactly ask the hot girl that brought me a coke. Hey excuse me, you are drop dead gorgeous, will you push me down and walk all over me.

Mindy, Busted out laughing, shit if you had done that, she paused with a big grin.

When you walked in, the girls behind the bar said Holy shit. I looked up and saw you, i honestly said he’s hot, Im serving him.

If you had said that, if i didn’t just pass out right then. I probably would of got down on one knee and asked you to marry me, she laughed.

Then I would of dragged you outside around the corner and crushed the shit out of you..

Damn it, a missed opportunity, I laughed, I would have been hopelessly in love with you then..

That’s all it will take, Mindy laughed, get you’re ass on the floor!

Seriously, though, you can talk to me about anything, I understand your feelings. I have them myself.

I would have said yes after all that i laughed.. Mindy smiled, little soon to be talking marriage, she had a funny look on her face..

I laughed, babe I’m not even sure I’m taking you to Prom yet. Mindy was laughing really hard..

Shit I would rule that Prom, your teachers would probably freak out.. Laughing she said I’m probably older than some of them..

Mindy broke the silence, I do have some questions,, have you had a lot of girls walk on you?

I smiled, I have used the Ole back hurts trick, she giggled. I have been under maybe 9 girls in my life, mostly girlfriends, or girls that were just friends. I would lay down act like I’m asleep, or tease them.

More often than not, they would step on me. Mindy was biting her lower lip, I could tell that was making her hot.. She whispered will you tell me about some of them?

I smiled, you really want to know? Yes, she grinned. What, it’s hot!

Ok I will give you the condensed version of one experience, I spent the night at a buddy’s house. He had two older sisters that were home from college. I think the oldest was 22 and 20, Mindy, laughed you and older women. I laughed..

I was idk a sophomore, I think, my friend was in his room playing X box. His parents were gone for a few days. I messed with his sister’s and got them riled up.

Then I was board so I went to the living room, it was empty, it was around 10 at night, the room was not completely dark. I had a small lamp on, I laid down under a blanket, laying on my back.

I was almost asleep, I heard whispering, and giggling, I knew it was his sister’s, i had met me when I got there. They were big flirts.

Anyway one of them walked through the living room to the kitchen. As she did she stepped on my chest, then into the kitchen. I didn’t say anything so the other sister copied the first. Except her foot landed purposely lower. I grunted as her full weight landed.

Now I was tall but skinny, You still are Mindy cut in. But now I’m 155 I said… Oh God Mindy croaked, I weigh a lot more than you…

Go on please, this is so hot she said with a smile. Oh, how much did she weigh?

At that time I didn’t know, but she was heavier than me. I was 140 maybe. She felt heavy..

They both made a bunch of passes, over me giggling every time I would grunt and groan. Then finally they both stepped on, one on my chest one on my man parts.

They asked if I would play a game in the guest room.. ok I grunted under both..

So they stepped off, then led me to this room with two mattress on the floor no box spring. They dared me to lay between them on the floor..

Well I sure as hell wasn’t going to say no, they were both cute, tall, one, the younger one was a little chunky.

They said we want to walk from one end to the other. See if you can take it. That’s when Becky the older taller, sister told me she weighed 163.

Mandy the younger thicker sister told me she was 174. I was freaking out, I had never had girls that heavy walk all over me.

Becky went first, she took baby steps up my legs, onto my groin all the way even stepped on my face. She would giggle every time I made an eek, or uhhh under her weight..

The younger braver sister did the same, at first they were gentle. Mindy had this look on her face that made me pause..

What’s wrong I asked, nothing she whispered. I’m just really turned on, don’t stop..

After several passes they started walking together. Their combined weight was much more than I weighed. I was being squashed. They didn’t care, I was trapped under the mattress and they were going to have their fun.

They walked all over me including my face. My muscles were worn out from trying to hold them up. I just laid there being squashed.

They told me, we want to try one more thing, then we will get off of you. I had so much weight on my chest and stomach. I couldn’t even respond, I was struggling to even catch a breath.

Finally they both stepped off, but only for a second. One of them stepped onto my man hood then the other.

They started walking in place and I moaned loudly they quickly started to hop and I exploded..

After a few more jumps they got off and went to Becky’s room. I laid there for a while, I was just flattened.

Finally I got up and cleaned up, I was laying on the couch later, it was really late. Becky came in, she laid on top of me, then kissed me, a few times. it was hot.

Then she got up and was gone in the morning when I woke up. I never saw her again to this day…

Mindy had this look like she was ready to tare me up, she was biting her lip. OMG that is so damn hot, I’m so wet right now.

She was laying there panties and tank top no bra, her body radiating heat. I was in my t shirt and underwear. I reached over and rubbed her in a circle over her panties.

Mhhhha. She purred, that feels amazing but it’s not going to save you, she smiled. I have to feel you under me, will you lay down on the floor.

I hesitated rubbing her more aggressively, a moan escaped, I slid a finger in working her hard. Oh, damn, shit, ohhhhh I was working her.

She pulled back, then pulled me come on lay down breathing really hard. I did and her sexy, foot stepped on quickly and kind of hard. Her finger found it’s way in to her self.

Ohhh she purred walking in place fast and hard on my shaft and balls. I was hard as a rock. Moaning with each step, I could see her hand really working her. I rubbed her legs as they flattened every part of me..

Oh, God, she moaned, she was now just pouncing on me and moving her finger in and out to the same beat as her landings.

I was in pain but also about to explode. With that look on my face Mindy exploded, her body quivering, and shaking.

I could not hold back her weight smashing me under her. I exploded under her. She marched every drop put of me. Then stepped off.

Mindy laying her head on my chest.. I don’t even have words, she giggled. That was amazing.

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Double R Nothing part 3

Mindy and I haven’t had much time to get together this week. Being a bar owner is long hours, and hard work.

Friday night had rolled around, Mindy had asked, what I was doing tonight. I don’t know might hang out with a couple of my buddies I told her. She seemed disappointed, it made me sad but, I had a surprise for her, I had planned on going to see her all along.

I had picked up, roses and went to the bar, I asked can ya’ll distract Mindy so she doesn’t see me come in?

Don the door guy saw me, the roses and grinned, you got it Bud.

I got to the bar and sat, my hat pulled low mostly covering my face. I had the roses hidden under the front side of the bar.

Mindy came back, she was busy making a drink, she kept looking my way. I thought she knew it was me. But she didn’t put it together yet, she looked away.

By now, my actions had caught the attention of several ladies around the bar.

They had seen me walk in, pull the front of my hat down low to cover my face, hiding the flowers. They had big smiles, they were interested in watching this play out.

While Mindy was looking away, I placed the roses on the bar. Mindy saw the movement and looked my way. My face covered by the roses, Mindy softly slid them to the side, revealing my face.

Her face lit up, a huge smile flushed across her face. Awww you got me roses?

Yes, ma’am. Thank you, she leaned over the bar, and kissed me.. Your the first guy that’s ever gotten me roses. Thank you.

I just wanted to do something nice, something that would brighten your night.

I laughed, I had to butter you up, before I ask you to Prom, Mindy busted out laughing. You always know just what to say to cheer me up.

She winked, still not marrying you, she laughed.. um Ma’am your drop dead gorgeous. Will you, Mindy busted out laughing. Her hand covered my mouth to shush me, her face flushed.

Mindy came out from behind the bar and pulled me to the dance floor. I didn’t think you were coming tonight. I wanted to surprise you I smiled..

I’m really glad you came, I missed you, she purred. I grinned,every day you take a little piece of my heart. Eventually you will have all of it..

Damn you are so smooth, you just know exactly what to say, to make a girls panties fall off…

I laughed hopefully her socks too, Mindy was laughing hard now.. You are hilarious she said, aw damn I was hoping for sexy as hell…

She grinned we already established that you are, and a great kisser, and amazing in bed.

I blushed wow that’s a compliment right there, but I’m sorry Ma’am I already have a girlfriend, she works here. She is amazing..

Mindy had a giant smile, I don’t know what I’m gonna do with you.. I have some suggestions smiling.

Me too she said, kiss me. And we kissed blocking dance floor traffic. We didn’t care, for us the world stood still.

We made it back to the bar, Mindy started cleaning up, I took a seat just watching her.

I was sitting there kind of in my own world, this pretty lady sat next to me, hi I’m Julie, Phil, I replied.. So cowboy care to buy a pretty lady a drink?

Ma’am I would love to, but that beautiful lady behind the bar, the one that would make that drink. She would probably make me wear that drink. I smiled..

Oh, I apologize, Julie said to Mindy, I didn’t realize he is yours. Mindy smiled it’s ok, I’m getting used to it she grinned.. it’s on me whatcha having?

7&7 she said, how have you been girl, it’s been a while? Good, she said the crowds are picking up, long hours but that’s the life of a bar owner.

And This young cowboy walked in here like he owned the place. Got me all flustered, now I think about him all the time..

Julie smiled, good for you, I’m so happy for you, it’s about time you found some happiness after. She paused… Exnay Mindy said, Julie quickly got the hint.

I left that alone, if she wanted me to know, she would have told me. A good song came on, Julie said he’s yours, with a grin, but I need to borrow him..

Come on cowboy make me look good on the dance floor, I heard you can really burn up the hard wood..

We hit the floor, she asked for it,we spun a few times, then off in one direction spinning around corners. Back in the other direction. Wow, you sure didn’t let me down..

Well thank you, you’re a great dancer yourself.. She winked at me, maybe now some of these guys won’t be shy, they see I can dance. She gave me a hug and took off.

On my way back to the bar, Ms, Donna walks in, when she saw me, she ran over and hugged me. Damn boy look at you all prettied up. Crystals an idiot she laughed, but I’m happy for Mindy, she’s lucky I’m not 10 years younger, she grabbed my ass. I would be chasing you too.

Damn that’s a compliment, it’s good to see you Ms Donna…. Please call me Donna, you make me sound old.

Donna drug me to the dance floor we danced a few songs. I better go clock in, your woman is my boss she grinned.

I took Mindy out to dance as often as she could sneak away. By the end of the night I could tell she was dead on her feet. I told her tonight, go home and rest, you look like you need a brake. She smiled, then kissed me. Are you sure, I know you waited all night for me, she sat down next to me.

I smiled more than sure babe you get some rest. Besides I waited 19 years to meet you. One more day is easy. Awww dang it, you are too good to me..

I stood, kissed her good night and headed home.

Saturday, I waited to call, letting her sleep in, let’s get breakfast when she did it was around 9:30. We hit up Dennys in Kaufman, then she wanted to go back to her apartment. I teased her, what, you don’t want to meet my parents?

She laughed, yeah not so much. Mindy was messing with me, I saw Donna playing grab ass, she laughed. Yeah that was a little awkward I grinned.

So 3 weeks till graduation, are you excited? Yeah, but I’m literally in school 2 hours a day. Then I go to work in Mesquite, so not much will change, I guess no homework I laughed..

Are you coming to graduation, I asked, I understand if you don’t want to.. Mindy said hell yes I will be there, she laughed, if we end up married that will make a funny story.

Tell the kids, yeah I was 29, a bar owner, I attended your dad’s High school graduation..

Sounds perfect to me, I kissed her, hell, i laughed, I will just tell them, your dad is a legend!

Mindy busted out laughing, rolling her eyes, you crack me up.

We were sitting on the couch at her place, holding hands and talking. Mindy had a romcom on the TV.

She suddenly, whispered, you know, you told me you had other talents you would show me, she smiled.

I stuck my tongue out curling it slowly running it over my top teeth as an indication of what I would do to her.. Mindy quivered, a little in a low purr she whispered, yes please.

We only took seconds and we were in a tight embrace, kissing, I was fumbling to remove her shorts, she slid them and her panties off. She wispered, I want to try something.

Ok I whispered, I cant wait to taste you, the anticipation heavy on my mind. She smiled, mmmm, she had me lay on the couch with my legs draped over the padded arm at the knees.

She slid my shirt off rubbing my chest and abbs. Then she slid my jeans, and underwear off. Both nakind staring at each other’s bodies. She ran her hand over my shaft giving my balls just a light squeeze.

My breathing heavier, at her touch, then she slid me to the left just a little, enough her bent knees would fit either side of me.

Mindy climbed on me, knees bent she sat on my chest. I pulled her to me, blowing softly on her, cooling her off just a little. Before I light her on fire with my tongue.

I slid my tongue in, she jumped a little at the warm feeling but pushed her self into my face.

I reached up still sucking on her, with my thumb and rubbed her. Mindy moaned loudly, having never had a guy do this, I moved around and felt the special spot, I really started working her.

Mindy’s body responded, shaking, her eyes rolled back, moaning and moaning, I had long since made her climax, I’m going for way more than that. She moved her hips her hand reaching back taking my shaft.

I thrush upward into her hand, working her with my thumb and tongue. She gasped ohhhhhhh.

I’m not finished yet, I kept going softly but getting more aggressive over time. She was right on the verge. She squeezed my shaft hard. I shook and she felt her hand suddenly, feeling my man, seed.

She thrust hard her legs squeezing my body like riding a horse. Her bent legs holding me, she moaned a last twitch, my face covered in her womanhood.

She just sat, body no longer tense, just relaxed. She just enjoying the last tinges of pleasure as I, licked around the outside of her girl. Her body would tighten then relax, mmmmm.

She was weak in the knees, but managed to stumble to the bathroom. I got up went to the guest bathroom, I come out just my jeans on. She wrapped her arms around me..

Shit, babe, you have outdone yourself, that was incredible. No that’s not even good enough.. She laughed, damn my legs are shaky. Ima need to see your drivers license.

She laughed no way your 19, that was, damn good.

I kissed her cheek out of respect, I still have her amazing taste in my mouth. I will see you tonight babe. With a big smile.

I got to the bar about 8 they didn’t hand me a band? I was confused but walked in, I went to the bar. As I’m walking up the girls were just staring, big wide grins on their faces. Knowing looks, What? I asked.

Nothing, they kind of all 3 said simultaneously, giggling. Now I’m smiling, what ya’ll…

Donna always the shit talker, laughed, you did brush your teeth? They all busted out laughing. Donna winked, you did real good, darlin.

Mindy walked up, I’m sure she saw my face and new, that I knew she told them..
I was red, the girls were giggling.

Mindy laughed, babe, guys brag about girls they sleep with.. Us girls are the same, hell you have a LOT of street cred now they were all roaring.

I was ready to crawl in a hole, Donna laughed hysterically, you eat like a man, you should be aloud to drink like a man.

She handed me a beer, with a wink. Now Mindy was also blushing a lot.

I laughed ya’ll are dangerous, Kim winked, you have no idea hun.

Mindy took me to the dance floor, we were showing off, she leaned in. You got to do what you wanted this morning. I get to pick tonight, with a smile.. What did you have in mind babe?

Haven’t decided yet, with a big smile, I mean, a repeat of earlier would not hurt my feelings.You make it hard with so many options.

The sex is amazing, could pour honey on my toes and well you know.. I grinned,shit I never thought of that.. Mindy laughed, see us older women can be a lot of fun.
Then I could just tie you up and walk all over you.. Or I could get a few friends to help me flatten you out..

You are a bad ass I laughed, why, she asked? Everything you just listed would rock my world. I wake up every day, I smile, because of you. Your the first thing I think of.

I got lucky, the song I requested started. It was Journey Faithfully, I took Mindy’s hand and ran to the dance floor. Everyone else doing a slow dance, Mindy and I two stepping, whirling around the floor. I sang every word to Mindy looking into her eyes…

As the song ended, I placed my hat on her head, leaned in and kissed Her.

Then I whispered, I love you, I really, really, love you.

She got this look on her face, she teared up, then took off quickly to the bar then into the back.

I was frozen, my legs felt like lead, my heart hurt. What have I done was all I could think. I couldn’t help myself she is all I think about, day and night. I went to the bar and sat down, Donna gave a mean look, what did you do to her? She is crying her eyes out.

I slumped in my chair, my face in my hands, I had just lost the love of my life, I was destroyed. I knew I would never find another like her. She checked every box, she was the one. What have I done.

Donna went in the back, then came back out, Phil, Mindy asked me to tell you please go, she doesn’t want to see you..

I hung my head, but did as she asked, Donna noticed my eyes were welled up, tears coming down my face. She put her hand over her mouth. Oh shit she whispered.

I left and went home, I sat in my truck for an hour. I couldn’t move, I was gutted, how could I be so stupid ran through my head. Now I lost the best thing that ever happened to me.

I hardly got out of bed Saturday, I was sick, at loosing her. I wished my phone would ring, Mindy would tell me I freaked her out but she feels the same way..

My phone was silent all day, I had to try, again to see her, to talk to her. I got dressed and went to the bar. The door guy, Don said I’m sorry Phil, Mindy said don’t let you in. I was crushed but I understand.

I went home, I sat in my truck, getting drunk, for a while. Then into my room, I set my phone recorder message. You’ve reached Phil, leave a message.
If this is Mindy, I’m so sorry babe, please talk to me.

I drank until I didn’t hurt, then passed out, I missed a few days of school but had to go back. I didn’t want to not Graduate, due to to many absents.

It had been two weeks, I had a few missed calls but no left messages. The Bar was still a no go, I could tell Don hated not letting me in, but he had no choice.

I left a note under Mindy’s door, it said Mindy, I’m sorry, I wish I could take it back. I wish I could say, I didn’t mean it, things could go back to the way they were one second before I said it..

But that would not be true, I love you, I really love you. When we first got together, you told me, always be open and honest with you, never lie to you. Babe I did and it cost me everything.

I am young, but I know in my soul, you are the one, I’m sorry if that scares you, it does me too. But I am all in, I know you need time, to work out what ever is bothering you, I will wait. I already know, I want to spend every day of my life with you.

I hope one day you will talk to me again, until that day, YOUR broken hearted cowboy.

I had several more missed calls but no messages, my eyes would light up every time I saw the little red light flashing.

Graduation night, I wasn’t going to walk, I was so depressed, but my Mom asked me to for her. Mom knew something was killing me inside but she left it alone.

I put on my gown, and cap, I sat in the chairs on the football field my back to the stands. Graduating class of 92 was pretty small only 112 students in Kaufman.

As I crossed the stage my parents yelled,and cheered, I felt a sense of, finally this shit it over. But sad, I wanted Mindy by my side.

I was given a fake diploma, I turned to face the stands. Way off to the side I noticed a person sitting, was too far away to see her face.

But she had my hat on, my black Resistol, I had placed on her head. Right before I lost her forever.

I could not control myself, I didn’t care what anyone thought. Only 3 people I gave a shit about, they would understand. I fell to my knees on the stage pointing at the love of my life in my hat. I placed my other hand on my heart.

After a few seconds I got up, I had looked down to make the stairs from the stage. I looked back out and she was gone.

I sat waiting for the remaining people to walk the stage. Then I met back up with my parents..

Mom was in a hurry to get a Pic, with her and Dad. Then mom leaned in, with a deep smile but her eyebrows raised.

An older woman, well older than you she smiled, gave me this envelope, she asked me to give it to you. She had been crying.
She had a very sad look on her face.. I recognized heart break in her eyes.

She leaned in and whispered you must be one hell of a woman. Because you raised an incredible son. Then she was gone, go get her son, with a knowing smile she gave me a hug.

I sat in my truck listening to the lope of my motor, holding the envelope in my hands. I was so scared to open it. I don’t know if I can survive another rejection, my heart,it’s already barley holding together. I miss Mindy so much, but she made it clear she is done..

After smoking a few cigarettes, sitting here holding this envelope. I finally mustered up the strength to open it.

There was a happy graduation card, a note and a ticket that said Admit one, Double R Nothing.

I unfolded the note, my hands shaking, I whispered, please don’t break my heart again,before I began to read.

Phil. Words can not explain how sorry I am that I hurt you. I know there is no excuse for the pain I caused you. Please let me explain, when you said I love you, I shut down completely.

Now I have done to you exactly what I had done to me twice. I am so sorry, when I met you I was scared to death, I would get hurt again. Your too good to be real I thought.

But I had to try despite our age difference, despite my fear. When you said it. I wanted to scream I Love you too, I wanted to say I have since about 5 minutes after meeting you.. I want to be with you forever.

But I ran, I shut down, I isolated myself, I thought if I just avoid you, I will not get hurt. But just the opposite happened, I hurt all day every day. I’ve cried all night since that night.

I hate my self for hurting you, if you want nothing to do with me I understand. I will be devastated but I brought it on myself..

If you can find it in your heart to forgive me, if you are willing to give me anther chance. Please come to the bar tonight at 9Pm I love you, more than anything Mindy.

I slumped in my seat in my truck, I could no longer hold back the emotions. Tears falling down my face, I wanted nothing more in the world then to be back with Mindy. I want her forever, I can’t stand the thought of being apart.